Saturday, November 12, 2005


i knew another truth again todae.hais...is that all my frens lied to me again..hais,im not a fool.im nt for u all to bluff me.im a human.why u all owax nv tel me anythin...muz wait till i find it out myself....hais...is super the hurtin de can..i dun trust in any of u le anymore..what scare i angry den keep on bluffin me de lo...haiss...forget it la ok...im lyk controllin now..even my best fren sarah is lyk that to me...hais,now all my frens are all lyk this to me...its veri saddenin de can..i felt lyk..cryin..but yutin'g next to me,im gonna control all my tear..haiss..i dun trust in frens anymore..i thot after whatever i tok to yutin abt yesterdae,i can trust tt she nv kept me in the dark at all for anythin..but its all...hais;..
even my closest frens are treatin me lyk me..what didi i do!!!!!!i thot my life wuld be beta nowadaes..but..im wrong...dey are all keepin me in the dark..dere are times i trusted dem again..but..ive finally noe the truth...i hate myself for believin.even sarah.i simply hate myself!!!!!!i guess im just another fool now!

i hate my life!

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